Barbara Sonneborn,
when she learns that her husband and childhood sweetheart, Jeff Gurvitz,
has been killed.
Barbara Sonneborn,
after she has learned Jeff has died, deciding whether or not to listen
to the tape that he made in Vietnam.
April Burns, thinking
about smashing the hand of her husband, Bill, so that he would not be
able to go to Vietnam.
Grace Castillo's son,
thinking about his dead father who went to Vietnam because "he
always wanted his son to be proud of him."
Nguyen Ngoc Xuan,
deciding whether or not she wants to return to Vietnam as Barbara Sonneborn's
translator.
Jeff Gurvitz, thinking
about whether or not he will go to fight in Vietnam.
Diane Van Renselaar,
after her husband returns to Vietnam having just told her that "he
felt his number was coming up."
Truong Thi Le, sitting
before an American filmmaker, telling her how the American soldiers
killed nine members of her family.
Nguyen Ngoc Xuan,
thinking back over her life, asking herself whether or not she is a
"bad person" or a "good person."
Grace Castillo, after
her doctor told her to pray for her husband to die, because of the severity
of his injuries.
April Burns, when
she receives the package in the mail with her husband's wallet, with
mud on it.
Norma Banks, as she
rubs her husband's back to ease his pain from Agent Orange poisoning.
Le Thi Ngot, a Vietnamese
woman whose husband was killed in the war, as her son asks, "Why
did my father die?"
Diane Van Renselaar,
thinking about the questions about her husband that she poses in the
film: Is he a hero? Is he a murderer?
Barbara Sonneborn,
as she walks around the region where her husband was killed.
Nguyen Thi Hong, when
she learns that an American, Barbara Sonneborn, will be coming to see
where her husband was killed. This is the area where Nguyen's National
Liberation Front unit was active during the American war.
Barbara Sonneborn,
as she prepares to show this film to a group of American men who fought
in Vietnam. Or, as she prepares to show this film for the first time
in Vietnam.
Lula Bia, wondering
why her husband would not write about what he was doing in Vietnamwondering,
"What did he have to do?"
Phan Ngoc Dung, when
she is told to collaborate with the U.S. and South Vietnamese forces,
or her daughter and mother will be buried alive.
Any of the women interviewed
in the filmAmerican or Vietnameseas she tries to compose
a letter to her dead husband.
Any of the women interviewed
in the film, visiting the Vietnam Memorial Wall in Washington, DC.
(Remember that the wall memorializes only the Americans who died in
Vietnam.)